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  • They found an almond-sized growth on my radial nerve above my elbow in my right (dominant) arm, and in october 2023 they removed it and grafted in a sensory nerve they took from my right calf. I have been slowly regrowing my radial nerve since then. The growth has turned out to be a benign medical anomaly, and while there are no current clear explanations for why it happened, no one seems to think I should worry about it happening again anywhere else. Just, random chance took out my dominant hand.

    Maybe I was getting too powerful.

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  • Waterfall Watercolour


    I’ve been trying to follow my more inscrutable whims, and found this ref on unsplash that seemed both epic and goofy at the same time, and had to paint it.

    I painted this on stonehenge cotton rag printmaking paper; this isn’t the best paper for watercolour and I needed to add white gouache to get this piece wrapped up, but I’m decently pleased with it still!

    Once again I used a very limited palette – cobalt blue chromium, chinese orange, anthroquinone red, lemon yellow, indanthrone blue, van dyke brown, perylene green, cobalt green deep – and white gouache, and a few spots here and there of other paints as I tried out expanding my palette and then dialed it back usually immediately to this core range.

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  • Playmaps


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    One of my ongoing interests is making storytelling toys for the kids in my life – and for me, playmaps on rugs or blankets are one of the first storytelling toys that I remember from my own childhood.

    I’ve had the good luck to make maps with excellent friends like Evlyn Moreau and to get feedback on them from kids of all ages.

    While I do not always keep them in stock, all of the maps have been available and will be available again someday in the Sorcerer’s Catalogue!

    Here’s a gallery of my maps so far:

    I’ve been lucky to receive enthusiastic feedback on these overall!

    Photos here used with permission (and if you would like to revoke permission – or submit photos of these maps being used and loved – please email me!)

    I’ve always got more ideas percolating, but if you are interested in these and want to know more, I’ll collect all my writing on the subject below:
    • The Tower of the Forest Wizard

      The Tower of the Forest Wizard

      Presenting The Tower of the Forest Wizard, a vibrant painting of a magical wizardโ€™s tower, complete with everyone and everything that it might contain. The tower was inspired by Jill Barklemโ€™s beautiful Brambly Hedge tree homes, combined with my love for cutaway schematic drawings and late 90s airbrushed fantasy art colours. It was designed to…

    • Kids’ Playmap Design – Seven Odd Islands

      Kids’ Playmap Design – Seven Odd Islands

      Seven Odd Islands is a playmap designed for floor or wall display. It prints up at 36 x 54″.

    • Kid’s Playmap Design – Realm of the River Dragon

      Kid’s Playmap Design – Realm of the River Dragon

      The Realm of the River Dragon is a playmap designed for floor or wall display. It prints up at 36 x 54″. Below, see several compatible character designs.

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  • Thermal print camera and ttrpg play!


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  • Working on a painting on printmaking paper


    This paper is not sized like watercolour paper and it’s sucking up all my paint! but I’m getting such soft and complex colours because of that… but I’ve lost a lot of my contrast and smaller highlights from the way the paper lets the paint spread into it like a sponge. So it’s definitely time to start bringing back some contrast with white gouache. hopefully i don’t overdo it!

    Also, I’ve been meaning to get a better work lamp for these bigger pieces. here’s a photo that better captures what it feels like working at my desk at night:

    i think i need one of those long arm florescent tube drawing lamps – anyone have a recommendation?

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  • impossible door watercolour


    after one hell of a workweek, i took a few hours Friday night and listened to my favorite Opeth albums and painted a watercolour landscape in my favourite spooky palette.

    painted on 12 x 18″ coldpress Arches watercolour paper, something i have not always enjoyed working with due to the intense sizing. for this piece though it really worked for me!

    here’s the palette i worked with:

    Viridian green, perylene green, green gold, raw sienna, red brown, cobalt violet, ultramarine violet, ultramarine violet-blue, ultramarine blue deep, ivory black, and … some sort of earth pink, heck, I’ll have to check and update this.

    here’s the setup:

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    1. dante Avatar

      oh I LOVE the vibes here. very evocative

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        Shel Kahn

        heck thank you!

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  • working on a tiny poemzine


    as mentioned elsewhere, I’m not a huge fan of my handwriting right now, but it feels like it would be worthwhile to hand write this poem for my zine. I did a first pass and it’s all pretty rough, but I scanned it at a nice high resolution just in case I do use it.

    Maybe I’ll pick up some tomoe river paper so my fountain pen inks can really flex for this.

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  • a few beautiful bugs and the phone lenses I used


    Some of my fav macro shots from the summer. Love a sweat bee!

    I’ve been using cheap cellphone camera lens attachments to try out macro photography, and honestly it’s been incredibly fun! These are the two sets I got that have worked well for me – they’re kind of random to track down, Apexel is consistent but the Alilusso one seems to go under a few brand names. Generally if you can find the same shape somewhere you’re probably good.

    The Apexel set:

    The alilusso macro lens:

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  • tiny gouache view


    I was doing a sketch with this fountain pen, which has non-waterproof ink in it, and I decided to try washing over it with a water brush, and then painting over the tonal result with some gouache, which I haven’t done in a while. it ended up being a very enjoyable if very small painting!

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      what a lovely little painting

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        Shel Kahn

        thank you!

    2. Shel Avatar

      Oh this is so sweet

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        Shel Kahn

        heck thanks!

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        Shel Kahn

        thanks!

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  • oil pastel bird in the hand


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    painted on wood! I converted my reference photo to black and white, as well, and I think it did give me more permission to be weird with the color.

    you might not know this, but I kept pet birds from the age of 9 until I was almost 30, first a peach-faced lovebird named Pickles (i was 9, and it was a genius name) and then a series of budgies, Glacier, Uther, and Percival.

    as an adult, I know a lot more about the exotic pet bird industry, and I don’t know if owning birds is for me anymore, but if I did, I think I would go for pigeons: proper domesticated creatures that have had evolutionary time to be less stressed around people, and big enough to feel less terrifyingly vulnerable in the hand.

    but there is something extremely magical about a bird choosing to sit on your hand, and as I was flipping through unsplash looking for something to paint, I started putting together a collection of reference of just that. so maybe? there will be more of these?

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  • oil pastel oranges


    reffing a lovely still life from unsplash, i believe.

    done on slate blue 9 x 12″ canson mi-tients paper.

    I’ve been doing a lot of underdrawing with the cray-pas expressionist pastels, which are a lot firmer, so they don’t layer that well with themselves but they behave really predictably underneath the rest of my pastels, and are still really quite lovely as a color spread themselves. I think this might be my new go-to process!

    I might try giving this one a real glossy varnish, just to see how close I can get things to look to an oil painting. maybe doing that on paper is stupid, but worth a try!

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        Shel Kahn

        โœŒ๏ธ

    1. Alex Zandra Avatar

      oh wow that’s lovely!

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        Shel Kahn

        heck thanks!

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  • digital studies exercise


    For the past year or so I’ve been hosting a monthly remote lifedrawing/other digital art exercise session with my team at work, and I wanted to share this one with y’all because I think it’s been a really important exercise for me over the years and my team really got a lot out of it too!

    So there’s two pieces you need: a black and white reference, and an unrelated limited colour palette.

    I’ve just been grabbing the reference off of pinterest, because we’re not doing anything with these except practicing so copyright doesn’t really apply. The color palettes can be created however you want, there’s definitely some great tools online, but these ones I made by using the color palette from image tool in Procreate. you dropped any image you have and then it will generate you one of these color palettes from it based on the color spread and the color frequency. it’s a really great quick way to grab limited palettes from images that inspire you!

    Anyways, with both of those pieces in hand you can get to work creating a study of the image using only colours you’ve taken directly from the limited palette, or, if you’re feeling generous to yourself, mixed from the palette on screen.

    It’s a bit of a mental stretch at first, but you will quickly start to find different vectors for your decision-making: are you using the colours to try and create a realistic image? or are you grouping them by value? does it make sense to try and assign warm and cool to light and shadow? or are there objects in the frame that would benefit from a strong local colour?

    For me, it’s a decent digital version of a standard limited palette exercise I might do in watercolour our other traditional media, where I limit myself to a few paints or crayons or such. I did this exercise a lot with the full colour By Crom! comics, and it’s been great to bring it to my digital work.

    Speaking of digital work, this technique is the basis of a lot of the digital paintings I did in the past four or five years:

    Let me know if you end up giving it a shot!

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      These are so gorgeous!! I love the use of light and color here.

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        Shel Kahn

        thank you! giving myself the limited palettes really did stretch my brain in ways I think were really worthwhile – I doubt I’d have gotten results I liked half as much just trying to reproduce these faithfully!

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      karma

      thank you for sharing this! this was my first shot at one, but i definitely plan to do more: https://candiedreptile.club/picture.php?/3443/category/5

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        Shel Kahn

        whoah that’s so cool you took this idea and ran with it! I love the soft pallette you used, and you’re getting such nice warms and cools in the face and fluffy collar. Thanks for letting me know!

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  • Thermal printer tutorial:


    This is a great short breakdown into getting prints out of your label printer! Hope this helps folks hack theirs while I keep testing the limits of mine.

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  • lovely new art toy!


    a 27qhd cintiq! complete with pen, stand AND express key remote!

    seriously, I’ve already discovered how useful the remote is, it saved me yesterday during hours of setting up tiny assets in unity. it’s enormously more ergonomic for my partially paralyzed right hand than a keyboard right now and i wish I’d thought to try one much much earlier!

    overall it’s beautiful and the extra screen real estate even makes game dev’s constant problem of too many apps slightly less annoying! not sure I’m back to full digital painting yet, but it was a great deal and i am glad i snagged it, even if it’s a bit earlier than initially planned.

    anyone have any hot tips for min-maxing a Cintiq of this vintage?

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  • how to bind your thermal zine


    no answers here, folks, I’m asking!

    accordion and scroll address both honestly very cute; i suspect there’s a stapled version i could figure out too given time.

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    1. gwen Avatar

      omg i want a scroll zine, that’s amazing

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        Shel Kahn

        hell yeah, thanks! can’t wait to make a bunch!

    2. Shel Avatar

      OMG These are soooo cute!! I want a scroll zine. I feel tempted to waste a bunch of receipt paper at work to make one of these. “Oh I just accidentally printed a receipt for a weeding project oh nooooo a long receipt I’m going to keep it though”

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        Shel Kahn

        I HUGELY recommend making one and would def like to see it when you do!

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  • thermal printer experiments


    finally got some paper rolls for my label printer and started the important process of figuring out how to make zines with it 💪

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  • oil pastel boat


    oil pastel pinterest study; i bought a pack of much firmer pastels and did the whole under drawing with those, and then layered the thick opaque pastels on top, and it really worked well!

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  • wyrmsketch


    metallic and shimmer watercolours plus fountain pen

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  • Oil pastel dragon riding team


    really love the colour palette i achieved here! not sure the drawing was strong enough to support it though, and the canvas was definitely too small for me at the level of precision in comfortable with right now. in the end i called this off before feeling 100% satisfied, but that’s simply the nature of exploratory work and no harm done. as i said, still very proud of this colour scheme!

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  • Sun through the Forest in oil pastel


    Presenting: this huge oil pastel painting I created this past August! It’s nearly two feet tall, painted in a variety of brands of oil pastel on stonehenge cotton rag paper, with an underpainting in watercolour.

    I created it based on photos i’d taken while on a roadtrip around the great lakes through Canada and the US. These were captured on a beautiful cataract waterfall segment of the Voyageur trail across the northern shore of Lake Huron – we’d stopped for a rest and a drink sitting on the rocks in the shade, watching this stream go by and seeing the sun winking through the leaves.

    I took a huge pile of photographs sitting there, trying to capture everything that felt so special about the spot, and when I got home I sat down with lightroom and photoshop and tried to develop and collage the photos torebuild my memory. Here’s the results of that digital shenaniganry:

    Unfortunately, photoshop was more interested in giving me generated nonsense in some spots than bothering to reassemble every leaf shared between shots, as you can see in these details below:

    So it didn’t feel like I could, with the tools and patience I have at my disposal right now, create the epic collaged photo of my dreams — but so be it, I have other methods! Hence, oil pastel!

    One of the things I keep doing to myself is trying to create oil pastel works with huge and subtle dynamic ranges, despite the fact that I know – I know! – that oil pastel has a very limited range of darks. Anyways, this is how I used up a third of a stick of Sennelier Sap Green, the rich warm nearly-black green of my dreams, and one of the most pricey and yet also soft and yet also small sticks of oil pastel. Worth it, I think.

    I hope this post is also interesting for those curious about how I go from reference to painting! Here is a very literal side by side comparison:

    As you can see, keeping objects in subtle scale with one another goes at least a little out the window, especially with oil pastel. Even at the size I worked, it was beyond my skills or interest to get all the tiny fine details, and I moved things around compositionally quite a bit.

    Honestly, this feels like a reference photo I might find myself coming back to someday for another go, but not out of dissatisfaction – I am enormously proud of this painting! But there’s so much in it, so much happening with perspective and rhythmic line and the scattered light, it might reward reinterpretation into a variety of media.

    Do you have references you see yourself returning to in the future?

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  • Three Pine Grosbeaks


    my latest oil pastel experiment is this painting of three pine grosbeaks, referencing a CC0 photograph shared as part of an observation on inaturalist.

    this one was created on illustration board, with a full under painting in watercolor first, which you can see in the third image. The illustration board texture has a wonderful grain and could be a very satisfying surface for oil pastel, but it tends to warp pretty dramatically when painted on with water-based media. you can see any image on the right how much it has bowed out while wet; what you can’t see is that it has an inverse warp in it once dried. clamping it down to draw on it released some but not all of it. unfortunately this means it’s just not a good solution for anything with a watercolor under painting.

    inaturalist has been a really exciting thing for me to explore, and once I discovered that you can search observations by image license I got really excited. if you’re also looking for reference, especially of specific animals, it might be a great place to start.

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  • oil pastel sweat bee


    I painted this one on sanded paper, the much admired pastelmat type, and found it desperately unintuitive. The grippy surface could be nice, but it’s completely unabsorbant, and i found myself unable to layer the way I’m used to on rag papers, or honestly even on wood. that said, you really can blend infinitely on this stuff, so if that’s your jam you might get more out of it than i did!

    Subject-wise this is based on my own photograph from a recent roadtrip, and it was a delight to get to zoom in on something I shot myself and try translating it into oil pastel! I’ve been playing more and more with macro lenses and extreme depth of field, and have been meaning for a while to experiment with translating that effect into paint of some kind of another.

    That said, abstracting, blurring, and softening things is both really easy to do with oil pastel and really tricky to add nuance to. I can see some places in here where the effect is really landing, and others where things feel almost into only two planes, rather than the three or more I’d like to have had throughout. So, much to learn down this path, but I’m excited to keep going with it!

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  • macro fishbowl asters


    i have been having a lot of fun making some intentionally messy photos with clip-on macro lenses on my cellphone camera, and trying more and more to get the blown out, bokeh’d background to be a more intentional element. this one feels like it’s showing me some potential!

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  • Moss and grasses


    Loved this hike and felt immensely inspired the whole time and yet still wrestled with all the green in the photos. I never understood how people could say green was hard to deal with until I tried to post process digital photos.

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  • mixed media test: failed haha


    i did a quick watercolour (first) and gave it a coat of fixative so i could try out layering oil pastels on top for a mixed media look (second), but I’ve hit a few challenges:

    • the oil pastels are very opaque and happily fully obscure the watercolour under them very very quickly
    • the fixative has reduced the absorbency of the paper so the pastels are staying greasy and moving around very easily, giving me wonderful nuance and also no control somehow at the same time
    • my original value plan was loose and crappy and had little contrast to speak of, not a strong place to start
    • and watercolour has, naturally, such incredibly dark values compared to oil pastels, that i can’t get them both in the same range whatsoever. i dug too deep into the darks, as it were.
    • also i had very little plan to speak of and a pretty terrible drawing, so this was maybe doomed from the start

    so likely I’ll toss this now and move on, but it has taught me a fair amount of interesting technical facts, which i plan to remember, and also reminded me of some basic truths about planning, drawing, and values, that i would like to remember but will probably ignore once again at some point in the near future.

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